List of ConfusionI'd like to stay in tonight and listen to the jazz music that floats to my window from the building opposite my room..I'd like to be downstairs with my friends being sociable and watching the movie, an event they really made a point of convincing me to join them at because they said that I'd been "under the radar" for too long...I want to stay upstairs n speak to someone i love very much, be responsible and get my priorities straight..I cant please everyone, but years of failing to do so hasnt stopped me from trying. I suppose old habits die hard, like the stubbornness of a waterfalls ledge, fighting for years and years until the continual poList of Confusion
I got off easilyI think I'm ready to write you a list of my crimes, my past trespasses that will change your perception of me for lifetimes to come. I've done so many stupid beyond stupid things that each one melds into another, fighting for the place of "the worst of me"I got off easily
You know that saying that you always hurt the people who love you the most? Well what that philosopher forgot to the mention was the fact that you also hurt them in ways multiple times worse than you ever imagined you could. We always save the punishments for our gravest sins for them to incur.
The creation of a love hate relationship, the testing of just how far t
FearIf there’s one thing that everything I’ve seen has taught me, it’s that you can’t live life based on practicality. You can’t reason with every decision you make, logically justify the actions you take or try to make sense of everything that happens. You’d be a lost cause if you did.Fear
I asked my mum today if she ever though that her marriage to my dad was wrong. He was 20 years her senior and no one approved of their relationship, much less condoned it. They ran off to the Philipphines together and got married-just the two of them-in a church that my mum remembers being “in the middle of no where
Life now
Alienated
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"It's all right to be afraid, . . . because this part won't be like a comic book. Real life doesn't fit into little boxes that were drawn for it."
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"You never know how much you really believe something until it's truth, or falsehood, became a matter of life and death to you"
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